We should not demand that God do this for me, do that for me. According to our habitual thinking. It’s better that we just sit and recite the Five (Holy) Names. And whatever God gives us, it is Hiers Grace. […] You should know, if you don’t see anything, then you should be more humble and more innocent. Yes. Because God doesn’t owe us anything. […] When we meditate or practice meditation, we should have just an attitude of sweetness and humility. […]
So, when you sit in meditation…then you should not expect anything. Because the more you expect, the less you have. Because whatever we think or we expect, comes from the intellectual level, the mind, …and not from the spiritual region. […]
But I tell you that progress does come not only with the (inner Heavenly) Light or the (inner Heavenly) Sound, but also with the change of our nature. For example, you were always very angry, always nervous, always very unhappy, and after initiation, you become more and more loving, have more sympathy, more understanding for other people. And you will also become ever more content with your life, and that is the best success. […]